Thursday, July 31

Fairies

"How many times have I told you not to leave the windows open."

"But Mom, there was a nice breeze coming in...", I tried to explain. But she cut me off.

"My Son, winds never carry fairies with them." She closed the windows.

I remained silent. There are things grown ups won't accept. Might be they don't understand after all. Mom looked at me for some time before leaving the room. After closing the door behind her I gently unlatched the windows making as less noise as possible. One is not supposed to keep the Fairies waiting outside. What if the Fairies leave finding the windows closed and never returns again? It was quiet dark outside. The gulmohar tree across the fence on which the Fairies lived had merged almost indistinguishably into the shadows.

My Grandma used to tell me stories about the wonderful things the Fairies could do. "The Fairy is busy looking after the helpless. But one day she will surely come into your room sailing in the wind. Wait for her by the window." Grandma had said. A few weeks later she stopped telling me stories. She was in her room all the time, either chanting or sleeping. She told me she was preparing for a journey to the world of Fairies. My excitement however dropped when she added that she couldn't take me along with her. I made her promise to visit me one day. A few days later I found Mom and Dad in tears.

'Grandma has left us.' they told me.

"She went to the land of fairies?", I asked.

Mom didn't reply. She hugged me and wept for a long time. I suddenly felt very lonely. Mom and Dad were so busy running the house, Grandma was the only friend I had. But now I'm alone. I dragged myself to my room and sat looking out at the gulmohar tree for a long time.

That was six years ago. I was nine then. I always wanted to go near the gulmohar tree and pay a visit to Grandma. She must be living in a hut hanging down the mighty branches of the tree. But the fence was too high for me to climb. When I importuned Dad for help, he said it is silly of me to be talking about fairies. Even my classmates think fairies don't exist. They call me a fool and I am avoided by them. They make fun of me, but I don't care. One day my Grandma will come and I will prove to everybody that they were wrong. Especially my Dad. He thinks I am not smart enough to survive well in this competitive world. He wants me to be hardworking like him so that I will be capable to look after the family one day. Once the fairies come I will ask them to look after my parents. Then Dad can rest and Mom won't have to cook anymore. I always wonder why Grandma didn't tell Dad about the wonderful things the fairies could do? Might be he didn't believe her. If he can believe in stupid things like gravity, evolution etc, why can't he believe in fairies? After all it is the fairies who created us and not the stupid monkeys.

Last month Mom told me fairies come only in the dreams. She thinks she can lie to me and get away. Once I had dreamt that my class teacher Mrs. Vimala had grown horns and a tail. But the next day everything was normal. Dreams never come true. A few days ago I quit sleeping. It is tiring not to sleep but supposedly the Fairies come in the night I don't want to miss the chance to meet them. I will ask the Fairies to take me to their world where I can live happily with my Grandma, listening to her stories. And one day might be my Mom will tell my story to her grandchildren. It will be so nice when I come back to meet them...

7 comments:

Tony Sebastian said...

Brilliant! :)

Anonymous said...

hey i love the way you write!! :D :)
keep writing..i wanna read more..!!

and be cafreful about spellings and grammar k..

Asphalt Girl said...

Awwww... very poignant story. Lovely :) Read it thrice :) Keep writing da! Waiting for more.

N Rekha, you be "cafreful" too :P

Alone in the rain... said...

thanx guys... yeah, i'l try to be more careful.

Anonymous said...

oops!! ;)

Sumi Mathai said...

wen i was in 2nd std i got a seed of gulmohar tree and planted it in my courtyard..it grew with me and never failed to blossom and droop her leaves following the rules of nature..i saw more n more birds visiting her..i woke up listening to birdsong and chirrup..i was as happy as them..i was bruised during autumn to see the branches bereft of the little leaves and secretly cried,craved for the spring to come..i lived with the tree..i counted my happy days with her..i felt like proud mother, being congratulated for her child's excellency when my neighbours told me,'the tree is visible from a great distance with its blood red flowers'..

and the story ends wen one day i return from school to see the cut down branches and the fiend who was busy finalizing the death of my child.

i wud never be able to forgive my parents for wat thy did,no matter the excuses they had lik the tree cud destroy the house by its deep going roots,many giving free advices of the possible possibilities of the tree's hideous plans..
i will nevr forgive..

Alone in the rain... said...

Oh, that must have left u terribly sad. Detachment is always hard on people. And in yo case i can imagine how shaken it must have left u. But not forgiving yo parents is not going to change anything. planting another tree will.